DA1825

Well, I've done it, I screwed up in life. And well, I lost everything. Had huge fights with my family, lost the person that I love because I am a STUPID IDIOT. And most of all I am angry... angry with myself... I don't know how to say it, how to put it into words... but I know I screwed up, big time. I need to say sorry to a lot of people... and I'm going to start that... tomorrow. I really do need to find out how to say I am sorry because even though you are born alone and die alone... you live with a lot of people through your life... I screwed up and there are two women whom I need to say sorry to... so I got to prepare for that... -DeeAy

Hey guys, I've been missing for a while, I know... but, what can be done off that... I... I don't know what I can say, I don't know what to do, my feelings, they are so messed up, so fucked up, they are just something I can't describe and I don't know what to think of what to do, I feel helpless, I feel lost, I feel like if I cannot do a single thing, and I do want to know what is happening but I can't. I am millions of miles away and I can't do a single thing about what is happening right now, why does this happen now, I feel horrible, I can't even say what I truly do feel because I just do not feel like me. When one does feel like  everyth

At long last my brothers, I have been blessed by an angel. My life has changed completely and I have found what I have for long been waiting for. An angel has blessed me with it's company, I have no other thing to say other than I was but a blind man to ignore the angel, but she was still there. And I give to her all my heart now, for she is all, and she has won a rightful spot on the deep depths of my heart. And now she holds it in her sweet, caring and loving hands. I love you my dear for you have turned my life around <3